"I beg to serve, your wish is my law
Now close those eyes and let me love you to death Shall I prove I mean what I'm saying, begging I say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get... Let me love you too Let me love you to death Hey am I good enough For you?"
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"Man šķiet, esmu iemācījies visu par draudzību. Tā nozīmē neatlaidību, vienotību, cīņu vienam par otru. Neaizej, neesi nevērīgs, neesi pārāk aizņemts vai noguris un neiedomājies, ka draugs ir kaut kas pašsaprotams un par velti.
Draugi ir daļa no tās līmes, kas satur dzīvi un ticību kopā. Ļoti spēcīga manta." ― Jon Katz Īsti draugi laikam jau nav tie, kas tiek satikti dienu no dienas. Īsti draugi ir tie, kas atrod laiku būt līdzās īstajos brīžos. Brīžos, kad netiek saukti, bet ir nepieciešami. Brīžos, kad tiek saukti, jo ir nepieciešami. Draugi, kas ir līdzās ne tikai priekos un izklaidēs, bet arī sāpēs un bezcerībā. Vai Jums ir tādi draugi? Vai Jūs pats esat tāds draugs? Novērtējiet draudzību! To īpašo un laika gaitā nevīstošo mīlestību, ko spēj dāvāt tikai īsts draugs. Reti kas ir svarīgāks par to. Un patiesi saprast to var tikai zaudējot draugu. “So that's how we live our lives. No matter how deep and fatal the loss, no matter how important the thing that's stolen from us--that's snatched right out of our hands--even if we are left completely changed, with only the outer layer of skin from before, we continue to play out our lives this way, in silence. We draw ever nearer to the end of our allotted span of time, bidding it farewell as it trails off behind. Repeating, often adroitly, the endless deeds of the everyday. Leaving behind a feeling of immeasurable emptiness.”
―Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart “Faithless is he that says farewell when the road darkens.” ― J.R.R. Tolkien, The Fellowship of the Ring "Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness Learn to be lonely Learn to find your way in darkness Who will be there for you Comfort and care for you Learn to be lonely Learn to be your one companion Never dreamed out in the world There are arms to hold you You've always known your heart was on its own So laugh in your loneliness Child of the wilderness Learn to be lonely Learn how to love life that is lived alone Learn to be lonely Life can be lived, life can be loved alone." "We both could see crystal clear That the inevitable end was near Made our choice, a trial by fire To battle is the only way we feel alive I fell apart but got back up again And then I fell apart but got back up again" "No we'll never, ever learn."
Vienatne un aukstums un milzīgs, neaizpildāms caurums. Tikai es un es. Es ar sevi un vēl viens es, kas zaudējis sevi. "Forget the pictures on your TV screen
We'll steal the visions That you keep for your dreams You can turn me on I was blind and I saw the light My angel coming In a brilliant white Shine for me" “Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won't either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.”
/Louise Erdrich/ “All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are lost; The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, A light from the shadows shall spring; Renewed shall be blade that was broken, The crownless again shall be king.” /J.R.R. Tolkien/ Iedomājos veltīt mazu ierakstu savai visumīļākajai grupai. Ļoti subjektīvu viedokli. Šodien, dodoties vakara skrējienā, manās ausīs, protams, skanēja šī mūzika. Debesis jau bija tumšas un lēni iedegās laternu gaismas. Un šī mūzika... pie velna! Šī mūzika dāvā man enerģiju. Tā dāvā man spēku. Tā liek man pamosties, sasparoties un nostāties aci pret aci pašam ar sevi. Tā bija ar mani visos laikos, kad es cīnījos ar kaut ko par kaut ko. Izmisumos un eiforijās. Šī mūzika bija ar mani vientulībā, greizsirdībā un dusmās. Tā bija ar mani laimes brīžos, jautrībā un pārmaiņu laikos. Vētrās un bezvējos. Es to klausījos pastāvīgi, kopš iepazinu to 2009. gada pavasarī. Tā ir bijusi mans antidepresants un mans depresants. Pie šīs mūzikas es raudāju, dejoju, dziedāju, trakoju, smējos, traucos uz velosipēda un devos pie miera. Nav otras tādas grupas. Tā dažās sekundēs aizved mani uz citu planētu. Tai uz mani ir ļoti iedarbīgs efekts. Tā man nozīmē TIK daudz! Tā ir vienīgā grupa, kuru es varu klausīties vienmēr, jo dziesmas vienkārši nespēj apnikt. Es nevaru izskaidrot, kādēļ tieši 30 Seconds to Mars. Bet katrs albums man patīk arvien vairāk (kamēr ar citām grupām mana sajūsma ar katru jauno albumu noplok). Tā teikt, šī grupa attīstās, nestāv uz vietas, mainās un dzīvo man līdzi ar visām saldajām, dinamiskajām, rūgtajām un liriskajām dziesmām. Tā uzšauj pa pakaļu, kad es sāku domāt, ka kaut ko nevaru. Tā saka: vari gan! Tā saka: rīkojies, dzīvo, celies, tici, sapņo, cīnies, tiecies, mīli, baudi... Dziesmu vārdi ir ļoti vienkārši, bet tie dodas man tieši sirdī un spēj ietekmēt manas sajūtas, un mūzika paralēli dara to pašu. Un vokāls... vokāls ir sirdi plosošs un dziedējošs. "A maniac messiah
Destruction is his game A beautiful liar Love for him is pain The temples are now burning Our faith cought up in flames I NEED A NEW DIRECTION CAUSE I HAVE LOST MY WAY!" "A fight is going on inside me," said an old man to his son. "It is a terrible fight between two wolves. One wolf is evil. He is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other wolf is good. He is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. The same fight is going on inside you."
The son thought about it for a minute and then asked: "Which wolf will win?" The old man replied simply: "The one you feed.” /Wendy Mass/ "If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; be kind anyway. If you are successful, you will win some false friends and true enemies; succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; be honest and frank anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; do good anyway…" /Kent M. Keith/ |
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